My grandmother is threatening to move me to Alabama with her, if she can't get a job since my dad was evicted from the army, for failing his PT test. I don't want to lose my friends, and dreams. My life would shatter beyond sanity, what little I have left. My dad and Grandmother yell, argue, and think negatively 24/7. I love Oregon City and its all I have in my life. This is so heartbreaking.

Each second is splitting my soul apart with all the yelling and screaming. I can't leave Oregon City, not with out my soul and sanity left behind. I could never get my hopes or dreams accomplished. Finish High School, two years at CCC then four years at Portland Art Institute. Staying with the Portland Youth Wind Ensemble. Kick Sara's ass for the Varsity Jazz band position. See my crush Dillon Pilorget, and have him steal my first kiss away. Or to go to Kumoricon. . . I ALREADY BOUGHT THE TICKETS!!! God help me in this time of need.